Yesterday evening Tucker went missing. I can't tell you the emotional rollercoaster we've been on. Nathan said it best when he said, "I can't imagine what it must feel like for those who lose children."

Nathan got home at 3:30, let Tucker out the back in to the yard like usual, and fell asleep because he's been sick. I got home at 5, ordered some Thai, checked the internet, and then thought "It's getting cold Tucker should come in." I realized that I hadn't heard him bark like usual, and I called for him at the door. But no sounds. No big feet clanking on the pavement, no rustling, no panting. I went farther in to the yard behind the cars, and that's when I saw the gate. The gate had been locked, but was not pulled tight. Just enough room for a big dog or even myself to squeeze through. I ran to the gate, bent down and crawled through to the alley. TUCKER!!!!!!! TUCKER!!!! He was no where.
I ran in side to get Nathan. He was still asleep. NATHAN! Tucker's gone! He was confused. But he got up, and the next time I saw him we were both outside looking for Tucker. We spent a good hour and a half walking separate areas of our neighborhood calling for him. Once we thought we saw him, but it was some other big black dog. I asked everyone who was out walking their dogs if they had seen him. No one had. I was crying. Tucker! Clapping. Tucker!
I broke down in the alley. Nathan consoling me, and it's really his dog.
We call the local police, 311, the pound. No one has turned a dog in. The pound opens at noon today.
We cry ourselves to sleep imagining where he is, how cold or lost or tired he must be. I think he isn't out there alone. Someone must have gotten him, and are waiting to turn him in. Or someone got him and are going to keep him. Either way he has got to be safe.
I wake up this morning at 6:45. I can't sleep. I took the day off and I get up and I call the police again. The pound...still no answer. They aren't going to open their doors early for me. I start thinking about what our flier will say, and how much false hope it may give us. I walk outside in to the back yard in my underwear....Tucker!
I lay back down, cry, and sleep.
We are both awake after the phone goes off a few times. It's Nathan's mom but he doesn't want to talk yet. He answers to tell her that. She says, Heather found Tucker!!
Heather is Nathan's sister who lives in New Hampshire. How could Heather have found Tucker?
I'm hysterical. Tucker is found! Where? Who? How?
Heather from her office desk in Manchester, New Hampshire googled (GOOGLED!) Lost Chicago Dogs. The second link was for Craigslist.
Her email this morning says:
Carey,
I have been trying to get in touch with both you and Nathan (with no luck)…but I have located Tucker! I had typed “Chicago Lost Pets” in the Google search engine and a million links popped up (obviously). Well…the second one was for Craigslist, so I clicked on it. Up popped some ads for lost & found pets…
Thu Oct 02
47th and Damen @ food for less -
Nokia 6655 phone in leather belt holder -- reward -- - (oak park or portage park)
found female puppy - (Hobart, In)
Lost: Red Specialized mountain bike. - (Hancock Center, Michigan Ave.)
found big fat happy black lab today in humbolt park - (humbolt park)I had no idea where humbolt park was, and thought it was simply too good to be true, but I clicked on it. The ad was posted yesterday at 5:40’ish. I called the number listed and amazingly enough the girl said she was basically right around the corner from your house.
Apparently she was walking her dog and Tucker ran across the street to play. While he was crossing the street a car was coming, so she started screaming, the car slowed down, but still “bumped” Tucker. She said he was fine and still wanted to play. She didn’t want to leave him on the street, so she took him home with her (somewhere in your area). Anyhow, he loves her dog, she took him swimming this morning, and he is doing fine.
You guys need to get in touch with me so I can give you her cell number. She works until 2, but can scoot out earlier if you need.
I’m so happy that I decided to waste the Government’s money, but googl’ing during my work hours.
I love you both!
Heather
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She found him!
I called the woman today with the ad. Her name is Tony and she has been calling Tucker Tatertot.
This is a miracle! A miracle.
When Tony answered the phone I said, Hi my name is Carey and I think you have my dog and I started to cry.
I mean, He's found!
We are so happy. I'm so happy I'm still crying.
She gets off work at 2 today, and is going to bring him over.
We are going to get him chipped, and put a different lock on that gate, and love him so so so much.
I just can't believe the outcome of this story.
sigh.